Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Deep Breath

You know, it's hard to post when you don't feel like doing anything. And boy, I feel like doin' nuttin'. Absotively nuttin'.

It kinda sucks. Or possibly, blows.

I'm not sure what it is. I'm feeling really...ugh. I feel like I have so many things that I need to do, and I don't want to do any of them. I'm just going one day to the next. Feeling overwhelmed and thinking, "tomorrow, tomorrow...I'll do that tomorrow. It's ALWAYS a day away....."

There are many things about which I think, "it's just short term." But short term seems to be drawing out more and more. It seems to be turning into a "not so short term."

I keep thinking I need a girls' night. It'd be great. I don't feel like setting THAT up.

I need a kick in the pants. I NEED more sleep. I probably need more exercise, because that has fallen off with the addition of the new little one. Better food would be a good thing.

But see? Listing those things out? Doesn't make me feel any better. It just makes me feel more overwhelmed.

Send me some love. Send me some prayers.

I'm going to bed.

5 comments:

Miss Smarty Pants said...

Lots of love.... You'll get through it. I have felt the same way for a while, but just had a breakthrough today. Check out my blog.

SUEB0B said...

I'm right there with ya.

mary beth said...

praying!

and I'm up for the girls' night!

ElastiGirl said...

Oh man - sounds like a GNO needs to get on the calendar - margaritas and salsa can be a fun fix!! Let me work on this!!

Dana said...

I'm sorry I'm a bit behind on reading blogs....that said I would swear you were typing what I was thinking. I have been irritated for no reason, snappy at everyone and feel overwhlemed ALL the time. We don't even have kids yet. How am I going to cope? I'm SO up for a girls night, I'll plan just tell me when. :-)